It's been so long and I'm soooo sorry. I've had SO much stuff going on in life right now, that if I do get the odd night off in a week I usually spend it out with friends meaning no internet! Basically:

• I got a promotion at work! I am now a cash supervisor :) And my manager told my boyfriend (we'll get onto that in a second) that if a position were ( Read more... )

Soooo, the meal went well. It was nice food and good conversation. But something just felt off, you know? I mean Chris was just such a sweetheart. He refused to let my brother pay towards the meal, and he was so kind and generous and just lovely. But it was almost too much - like he was trying too hard, which let's be honest is hardly the worst ( Read more... )

My Mum just came back from meeting my Dad to discuss finances. The company my Dad has worked for for about 20 years officially went into Administration yesterday. He no longer has a job, and our household income went from 6 figures to only just 4. My Mum's part time job, that she got only for something to do, is all we have. Even though he isn't ( Read more... )

I swear to God if my mother comes into my room one more time to bad mouth my father I will scream. I get he's the devil, and he's done terrible things. But he's my father. I worshipped him for most of my life. We were best friends for most of my life. It's not cool for you to come in here and cry about him. It wouldn't be so bad if you just cried, ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm suffocating under all the work I've got. I'm so behind and I'm fucked. I feel physically sick when I think of it. Not to mention Universities, and my family state. I don't know if I told you all, but my Dad's come back, AGAIN. I mean, come OOON! Needless to say the parents been having arguments most nights since he came back. What ( Read more... )

Good news:

• I've now officially lost 1stone, 7&1/2 half lbs. YAY! I'm so happy. My weight has plagued me for my whole life, it's literally been controlling me. Preventing what I can and cannot do, wear, say. People don't understand how much it effects your everday life.
• I had a 6 week break from school and I went back yesterday. Within two steps of my ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm sorry. I can't even remember the last time I looked at my flist. I'm being so shit. Although I have some unbelievably shocking, never saw it coming, omg what who when, news. My dad left, again. I know right? Who'd of thought that would ever happen ( Read more... )

Oh me, oh my. I seem to be impossible to tie down at the moment. First things first:

1. My Dad's back. Yes, you read that correctly. He walked in through the door, sat down, poured himself a whiskey and hasn't left since. Literally. We've spoken barely two words to one another that haven't been full of venom and in an argument. He refuses to talk ( Read more... )

I was going to come on here and celebrate that exams are over and yay for being off hiatus and woo etc, but this is now turning into an emo rant crying post. If you're in a good mood for the love of God leave now before it's too late
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So my brother and Mum screamed at me and reduced me to a sobbing mess tonight when they told me that:

1. I'm a lazy ( Read more... )

So, the exams went well. I had English and Psychology, and the latter was certainly the easiest. I had 6 sections and the first section was literally the perfect question. I couldn't have asked for a more suitable question, when I got it I literally did a little dance ( Read more... )